Without suicide

Another day
its all the same
filled with pain
i cannot tame
lost world
tragedy bound
and my mind
cannot be found
i am so lost
so afraid
my thoughts
must be obeyed
the voice inside
telling me to die
that if i do
i can touch the sky
one by one
i cut in deep
and slowly blood
begins to seep
i cry so loud
out of breath
as i start
to feel my death
one last tear
i say i tried
to live my life
without suicide....