Who would have guessed..

I sit above and watch you all,
talk about me when I was alive.
'I would never have imagined,
she would slit her wrists with a knife."

"She was always really happy,
she never really cried...
I can't believe she killed herself,
I can't believe she died.."

"Who could have imagined,
that she'd be the one to go..
If only she'd given us a sign,
if only we had known.."

Look at you all huddled up,
talking like you're suprised!
If only one of you listened to me,
maybe you would have realised.

I told you all I was going,
but all you did was laugh.
I guess you thought that you all had time,
that I wouldn't be gone so fast.

Written for a very close friend