The Pain

by ShadowedPhoenix   Nov 12, 2004


I watch the way you laugh
and it makes me want 2 cry,
Not because i miss you
the truth is i don't know why!!

I watch the way you look at her
And the way you tell her lies,
you tell her i neva mattered
That i was just a waste of time.

I know you only lying
But 2 me lyings a crime,
So as i watch you kiss her
And the way you hold her tight!!

As i watch you i realize everything we shared was a precious illusion
in my head

As i watch you 1 last time,
I understand,
what you said is what you meant and that it's true
I'm better off dead!!

So i'll make your dreams come true
as I cut my arms till blood runs through
And i don't feel anything
JUST all the pain you put me through.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Leah20

    This poem is okay, it would be so much better if you used proper grammar, keep writing

  • 19 years ago

    by BabyGurl

    ALL the poems you have told me to read i have loved and i am speachless WOW

  • 19 years ago

    by Shædow Poet

    Sad that the narrative in this poem was so aggrivated over a boy, they led to cutting... but yes, it does happen. I know a friend who almost killed themself through love. Good poem, no, great poem.

  • 19 years ago

    by DeludedHonesty

    That was a lovely poem, very powerful. I enjoyed it. Keep writing!!