The inner soul released of the rambling mind

Is it possible to live and die an the
same time?
like i feel like i am dead...
dead because
life is hell

who are you to tell me how to
live my life?
mum just learn to control yours...
not mine
just ****en learn

am i unbelievable and am i
hated?
apparently i am
well Joumana
so are you

have my b***s matured
before my mind?
well according to the teacher
they are...
just be gone

is my wait and looks turning
you off?
because i have been rejected
they must be...
because i am heart broken

are you crazy or did you just
need some?
you had to take it out on us
didn't you...
i was almost raped

is running and hiding my
trademark?
i do it all the time
from day to night
i run away

can i handle this, all these
changes?
nothing had gone normal
is it me?
had nothing changed

why does everyone think i am
such a ****
i haven't been that far
or i dint think so...
who knows?

why do i see things that
aren't there
they will kill me
or i will...
same result

LIFE IS HELL...
JUST ****EN LEARN...
SO ARE YOU...
JUST BE GONE...
BECAUSE I AM HEART BROKEN...
I WAS ALMOST RAPED...
I RUN AWAY...
HAS NOTHING CHANGED?...
WHO KNOWS?...
SAME RESULT...

~*#^DEATH^#*~