2 Die

The day was cold
The sun wasn't shining
I walked up the hill,
And discovered you crying

I hadn't gone to school that day
I hadn't talked to anyone
I felt to sick to go,
But the flu i had was done.

You told me your mother crashed,
While traveling from work
And in to days she would be
Forever in the dirt.

I didn't really know what to say
All I could do was cry
Your mom was a mother to me
All i did was wonder why

Everyone was dressed in black
And that faithful day it rained
You sat there staring into space
Until your mom was named

I asked if you were okay
you said "what does it matter now I'm motherless, How could she leave me now"

I tried to explain
That it wasn't her choice
Until i had to choke back a cry
That was catching in my voice

I knew i had to be strong
Strong for you at least
I knew your father liked to drink
And could be quite a beast.

That night you laid upon your bed
Resting the pillow upon your head
Contemplating death, and your eternal rest

your body found the next morning
A sissors to your heart
I couldn't blame you for what you did, Your world had come apart

You were so young
And you died on your choice
I would give the world,
Just to hear your voice

you shouldn't have done that
left the world that way
I think about you all the time,
Each and every day

i wish you could read this now,
Who knows maybe you are,
But one things for sure
on my heart, you forever left a scar.