You said good bye

I wish these memories will go away
i just sit and think about them everyday
during the day i can accept that you dint care
but at night it all feels so rare
where did you go
when you knew all along it would hurt me so
tears always form behind my eyes
but ill never let you see me cry
i sit across the table from you everyday
knowing you'll feel the same way
i have lost all meaning to you
so why dint you tell me what to do
you said we have to last forever
but never again will we be together
i can never see us breaking up thats what you said
so then tell me why i lay alone in my bed
you said that you would never leave me
so why is it alone that i have to be
you said this relationship takes two
well here i am, where are you
you said you were happy with me
so why did you leave abandoned me?
I'm so foolish, why did i believe your lies
so now why i cant i just say goodbye
you are more than just a girl in the crowd
i love you and ill scream it loud
but how will you hear
if you never even saw the tears
no matter how much i pretend
ill never be as happy when i was back then
you changed my life in such a sudden way
so come back, please just stay
in so little time i got attached
whatever happen to our love match
when i was with you everything was right
losing you was my fright
now that you left
nothing is for the best
but now all i can do
is sit and watch you fall in love with someone new
every night i wish that someone will be me
because in the end this isn't how i wanted it to be
i watched my star fall from my sky
and it has been this way since you said goodbye