So painful

Loving you is so painful
Because I can't get you off my mind
Maybe you\\\'re supposed to be there
Maybe i should leave you behind

Hugging you is so painful
Because I know that you don't mean it
I embrace you w/ all my love
But you don\\\'t do shi*

Kissing you is so painful
Because it doesn't last w/ love
am i just another girl
that you push around and shove?

Talking to you is so painful
Because you don't answer as you should
You used to talk in depth
Because i know that you could

Smiling at you is so painful
Because you never smile back
Your white teeth in straight lines
Is now what you lack

Holding hands with you is so painful
You don't put your fingers between mine
Now our hands are a cup
Not young love entwined

Now, missing you is so painful
It hurts to see you everyday
Because I knew i shouldn't of said something
Now I know that your not here to stay