When i sit alone

When I sit alone and all is silent,
Nothing but the sound of quiet.
My mind begins to wander from here to there,
And somehow fixes on you without a minute to spare,
I look for you to see your light
But darkness comes and all I see is night.
You are like a saviour I have always longed for,
Come to save my soul I wish forever more.
In my mind I keep you with thoughts,
In my heart you are there and not distraught.
I Keep you close so near I can feel you breathe,
However to feel that is to decieve.
Your so far away yet so near,
To dare to embrace you I do fear.
You are everything and anything I ever wanted or need,
But in my mind and heart you will stay without ever being seen.