I Am Strong

What is life when its no longer with meaning?
What is love when it is just demeaning?
I try to let you go and live my life without you
But my heart keeps right on intervening

When I get down, it’s because you’re not beside me
When you’re watching, all of my problems flea
So I’m just here waiting for you to come back
To come back until eternity

I am strong when I am in your presence
I am strong when I stand by your side
I find these things are true and so much more
I also find this truth I cannot hide

What is friendship it it’s not how it’s seeming?
What is a relationship if it is not redeeming?
I try to let you go and live my life without you
But my head keeps right on with its dreaming

When you are gone I lose my sense of balance
Without you, I wouldn’t stand a chance
So I’m just here waiting for you to return
To return and let my life again advance

I am strong when you are watching over
I am strong when your memory fills my mind
I find these things are true and so much more
I also find this truth I can’t leave behind

I wish I could let go of all my mind’s pretensions
Let go of all its numerous false inventions
Then maybe I could escape your hold on me
And let go of all my deepest apprehensions

You make me strong and this is not a lie
You make me strong even when you don’t try
I find these things are true and so much more
I also find this truth I can’t deny

*kind of a jumble and confusing and doesn't really flow so well but I can't seem to fix it so I'm just posting it as is*