OMG! so... did you draw blood? sierra...dont you cut... i would cry my eyes out... i'm starting to cry right now. why are you so sad???? i love you, sierra... dont do this to yourself...
*Zac*

It's alright, its old news. No, lol, I didn't draw blood, I'm a newbie to it. I can't draw blood yet. I don't know how hard to push or anything. DONT CRY ZAC!!!! I'm fine. Nick made things better, but I'll bb in like 10 minutes-Dinner. STAY ON!!

Scratch that. Portable pizzas are great things. I'm eating in my room-YEEHAW!! lol-THANKS TO NICK I"M IN A GOOD MOOD NOW!!!

Zac, you're not talking anymore and I'm losing my cool, lol. :*-(

thank nick dearly for that! i'm glad you feel better... but.... omg, you poor thing! i'm still gonna cry....
*Zac*

No, Zac. Don't cry. I'm fine now. Things are better. All I did was scratch, no big deal. I mainly feel guilty for pretending to be a saint and telling other people not to cut when I feel what they feel too. It would also help if I weren't squeemish, lol. I'm fine now, Zac. There's just a lot in my life i can't handle right now and it helps to have people here like you and Nick who can make me feel better. And if you cry Zac, you're only going to make me feel more guilty and hurt, so please don't!!!!
~Sierra

then i wont cry... and i'm only crying because i feel what you feel. i want you to be happy! a girl as special as you deserves to be happy all the time, sierra. dont you forget that i love you, either! i LOOOOOVE YOUUUUUUU!!!
*Zac*

i know your parents are funky and paranoid off the hook, but if you ever wanna talk on the phone or something, let me know, k?
*Zac*

I LLOOOOVEEE YOOOUUU!!!!!!!! Thank you for calling me special :0). And a boy as spectacular as you shouldn't ever feel any pain either. So I want you to be happy, and COMPLETELY drop that knife. Don't go back to it, babe. If you can successfully set an example for me, I will follow in your footsteps. I LOVE YOU ZAC!!!! THANKS FOR BEING SOO SWEET!!!

KkK, sounds like fun. I hope i can!! I LOVE YOU ZAC!!!

well, here's an example i hope you'll follow. i'm done with cutting! we already know that, tho. i've promised so many ppl,and, today, i told my parents that i used to cut, so i pretty much CANT cut ever again, or i'm screwed! i love you, too, sierra, and you are very special! ....wait.....y-you have a boyfriend?????
*Zac*

well, here's an example i hope you'll follow. i'm done with cutting! we already know that, tho. i've promised so many ppl,and, today, i told my parents that i used to cut, so i pretty much CANT cut ever again, or i'm screwed! i love you, too, sierra, and you are very special! ....wait.....y-you have a boyfriend?????
*Zac*

sry for that... i only meant to post it once.......oopsies!
*Zac*

Aww, unfortunately. He's bad to me though. I think its all a joke. **Tear** My parents are prejudice against black people, and i hate it sooo much!!!!!!! I'm completely open, that's the good thing. I don't care about race, appearance, religion or any of the crap, its all about the person. But I have to hide him from my parents because he's black. And I'm soo scared if they find out they'll ground me for life or something.

Its a good thing that your parents know I guess. A good parent won't let you continue to hurt yourself, but i, unlike you can never, ever tell my parents. They'll stick a knife in me and say, "IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT? IS IT?" Practically what my mom did in the seventh grade when I was taken into the councilors office because I was crying saying that I wanted to die. Horror every year. But I'll try to follow after your example, but there's no denying, it really is addicting.

But if they ever caught me, they'd take away my razor and, girls especially, hate not having a razor, lol.

Its all good babe. I don't care. I'll probably do this one twice for the heck of it, lol. here i goooo!! lol

Love yah lots!!!!

~Sierra

Its all good babe. I don't care. I'll probably do this one twice for the heck of it, lol. here i goooo!! lol

Love yah lots!!!!

~Sierra

btw, don't go ANYWHERE!!! I THINK I"M GOING TO TAKE THE FASTEST SHOWER IN HISTORY!! DONT GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY ON, I"LL BE RIGHT BACK!!!!! LOTS OF LOVE!!!!!!!1

~Sierra

k! i wont leave! ...shower, huh? hehe..may i join you? lol, jk! really, just messin...but you hurry back, cuz i already miss you! love love love!!!
*Zac*

lol, kk, i waited to get that message, lol, I"mmmm leaavvinngg now! lol. tty REALLY fast, DON"T GO ANYWHERE!!! LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE!!!

~Sierra

y-y-you have a razor? sierra! get rid of it, please!!!!!!! omg, please please please please please!! just get rid of it, sierra... i dont want you to use it. ever! please, baby.... i love you too much to see you do that to yourself.... please, sierra, i love you!!!!
*Zac*