hailey, i know i said i wouldnt comment, but this has been on my mind all day. im the first to admit, things have changed, and they have changed in such a way i dont like them being this way anymore, and i dont want it to be this way again, i want it back to when we were most happiest.

most of this poem is true apart from a few little things.

first- i do love you, and i would do anything in the world to show you- no matter what the cost- that has not and NEVER will chang.

second-
And In The End She Realized
Thats What He Wanted Her To Be
He Wanted Her To Be A Happy Girl
Even If It Was Fake And He Could See

He Didn't Care For Her Feelings
But He Loved Her None The Less
But He Loved A Made Up Person
And She Knew He Failed The Test

- yes, i have been so blindly stupid lately to think that things have been ok. AND YES i do want you to be happy, BUT i want it so that you are genuinly happy- nothing fake, no make up, no masks, nothing that hides who you are. i do care for your feelings, why else would i ask you how are you FEELING- and that doesnt just mean physically, but emotionally, mentally and everything that goes along with them.

Just Like Many Before Him
He Was Happy Loving A Fake

im not happy loving a fake, cause its not the hailey i have fallen in love with, its not the girl thats in my dreams every single night, its not the girl i see every time i close my eyes, its not the girl i cant get off my mind no matter what i am doing, its not the hailey i know.

and you should know by now, i would never leave you, never in a million years. whether were still together or not, im still going to be there, to carry you when you need carrying, to hold you hand when you need a hand to hold on to, and to lend a shoulder when you need a shoulder to cry on.

im sorry for bringing this onto your poem, it is excellently written, but i had to say something. BUT please keep up the writing, cause i love it when you write, its the hailey i met those 10months ago.

love Mark.

im sorry and i hope you didnt take my comment as a guilt comment