Last Testiment of a Dying Soul

by David Paul   Mar 28, 2005


My will to live is slowly escaping from my ever weakening grip,
With thoughts of blades on wrists to take away emotion with one slip,
I wonder to myself how I will lose hope and bring down life,
Reaching into the drawer and slowly pulling out the blood thirsty knife.

Tears formed in my eyes as I wrote down the last I willed,
I will not let man or god decide when I will eventually be killed,
The blood flowing out of my body represents the leaking of my soul,
How I thought I was loved but much pain proves I am a fool.

Run myself through with the blade so hungry for more,
My next strike will be fatal and will drop me to the floor,
But should I do it and is all this pain worth ending my living,
Am I sure that the best thing for everyone is stopping my breathing.

It doesn't matter if they care or not about me,
Without my problems they can live happy and free,
I must end it all to show what I'm feeling now,
Death will make me more at peace somehow.

If you are reading this its because I'm no longer here,
I have ended my problems and gotten rid of my fear,
I bid you all a final farewell as I leave this place,
I'm down here in hell spitting in Satan's face.

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  • 18 years ago

    by gasping for air

    holy shit... thats some strong writing right there.. youve definitely got talent tho, i gotta give you taht... if you could check out some of mine at some point down the road..
    thanks
    amanda

  • 18 years ago

    by undying blusher

    That was certainly interesting...dark, that's for sure. Has a good rhyming scheme...it's a little too creepy for me to like it, but you did a pretty amazing job with it.

    xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Bredada

    Again may i say i love your poems i just love that suicidal(dont know if spelled right) mind of yours

  • 18 years ago

    by Sarah Ann

    Wow...that write was very moving. I really liked it...it kept my grip the whole way. very expressive and emotional. it was awesome. xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Kit Kat Katie

    This poem is really good and has sooo much meaning in it. i loved it. Great job. -*I am so dearly sorry for your loss*

    Love alwayz,
    Katie Schettler