I lay awake at night

I lay awake at night
Thinking of what we were
And knowing you will never take me back.

I can still remember the day you said it was over
It killed inside……I couldn’t believe it
My whole world turned upside-down.

Did our relationship not mean anything to you?
You never even told me you loved me
You flirted with the same girls day after day.

You played dumb; not knowing why I was mad
Pretending like everything was fine
You never even said sorry.

You claimed that you just didn’t like me any more
But that’s hard to believe because you never told me the truth
Not that you really ever told me much at all.

I know now the real reason why you wanted thigns to end
And I know that we’re over
and you’re not coming back

But soon, you’ll know what it feels like to have feelings for someone who could care less about you…..and you will deserve it, for I may not ever love again.
You were my heart, soul, and life, and since you left me, I don’t want to live.

So I lay awake at night
Thinking of what we were
And knowing you will never take me back