My heart was almost healed

My almost healed heart is broken once again
i thought i might get lucky and it would fully mend

but i jumped to conclusions,put that dusted smile upon my face
for a while i didn't feel like such a living disgrace

but now the pain is back,and aware like never before
i dream of picking up the blade and watching the blood drip to the floor

but i wont cause i can make it through the good or the bad
weather its falling down, or loosing the best friend Ive ever had

i wont rely on the blade to relieve me of my pain
because trust in God is something that Ive gained