I wish it was all ok

by SuicidePrincess   Apr 18, 2005


Maybe this is my end
I'm not suppose to live on
I'm living proof that no one can get better
I wish i could smile and pretend that everything is OK
but it's not my dads gone now
but the nightmares don't stop
Every time i close my eyes i see u raging to wards me fist up
tears begin to role down my cheek
i grab a razor
i dig in blood starts to flow my pain seems to just disappear
I have focused in on my pain and the cuts on my wrist
maybe this time i can do it and not worry about you finding me
just Lock myself away like i always do
I wish i could stay
just tell me everything will be ok
I can't stop the depression
i have givin up its so hard to do

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  • 13 years ago

    by Archangel

    Very personal poem, written with real feeling!

  • 18 years ago

    by Emilia

    thanks for your comment.. meant a lot ot me.. thanks again =D.. Nice poem.. really liked this one... hugs from September!!

  • 18 years ago

    by Michael Mantione

    this poem is truly deep
    it touches me inside my soul
    it has such impact thx u

  • 18 years ago

    by *Friends Are Stars*

    really powerful poem, im always here if you need to talk. stay strong xxxxx

  • 18 years ago

    by AllisonMollie

    Hey,
    I totally understand how you feel, i am going threw the same thing, all though i am not quite sure what the deal is with your father, i have a problem with mine to ... Allison