WHO AM I???

I'M 16 YEARS OLD GIRL,
I LIVE IN EUROPE IN CROATIA FOR WHICH SOME PEOPLE NEVER HEARD

I ALWAYS HAVE ALL WHAT I WANT
AND TODAY IS THE SAME

I BELIEVED IN REAL LOVE,
BUT SOME BOYFRIEND
CHEATED ME FOR FUN

I BELIEVED IN TRUE FRIENDSHIP,
BUT SOME FRIEND LET ME ALONE
IN LIFE'S DARK AND WENT IN OTHER LAND....

THEN I BELIEVED IN PERFECT FAMILY
BUT I FOUND OUT THEY LIED ABOUT EVERYTHING...

IT ONLY LEFT MY BELIEFS IN ME,
BUT SOON THAT BANISH MY DOUBTS...

I CHANGED MY MOOD,
MY ACT,MY ALL

I CHANGED MY MASK,
WHEN ITS DAY I'M FREE,HAPPY...
BUT IN THE EVENING I TURNED OFF THE LIGHT AND ONLY I DO IS CRYING....

I HAVE BULIMIA,BUT I DON'T CARE
WHILE OTHER THINK I'M HAPPY ILL BE OK

I HAVE MY SCARES ON MY HANDS AND LEGS...
BUT ONLY MY EYES SEE THEM IS NOT FOR OTHER TO SHOW

I DON'T KNOW IF I HAVE HEART ANYMORE
I DON'T FEEL NOTHING AT ALL

ALL I DO TO OTHERS IS LIES HOW MY LIFE IS PERFECT FOR THEIR EYES...

MAYBE THIS IS JUST DEPRESSION
AND IT WILL BE CURE...

BUT I FINALLY WROTE WHO AM I FOR REAL!!!

*I KNOW IT IS BAD BUT I PUT ALL MY FEELINGS IN THIS POEM....AND I LIKE IT...IT IS REAL....