Another night...

Another night of silence,
sitting here, cold and lonely
wishing you were here to hold me,
my silent screams finally escape my lips
everyone listens,
but no one hears
the tears drip from my eyes,
to me this is no surprise,
my body shakes,
my heart aches...
My hearts,is used
my body abused,
so tonight I ask one question..
with little objection
it flys threw my mind,
tonight...live,or die?
I'll decide later..
for now, I'll sit and cry