No family support

Only if i knew.
wut you were going throe
Maybe i would understand
Why you hated your man
You were my little cuz
the one who got me buzzed.
Now you took the stand.
You've gone away to the promised land.
Going to Ur funeral reading out
my thoughts...
Looking at your coffin
as my heart stops...
My best friend lay
my best friends gone.
I told you i loved you
as you layed they played Ur song.
You died in my arms
I tried to keep u from harms way
too hard for me to say i let you
down.. But i love you...