This pain

The pain is getting worse
my feelings getting stronger
reaching for the blade to end
my suffering pain.

This feeling overwhelms me
I'm sitting on the floor
hoping this will work as the
blood begins to pour.

My arm is going numb
as I make the last incision
deep into my wrist.

This pain causes scars
this pain causes tears
this pain causes me to go this
far to make them all appear.

And at this age of 16 its
really sad to say that I give
up on this horrible life I live.

I just hope that someone special
knows I'm not doing this to hurt you.

I'm doing it to free the pain I kept
behind locked doors,
then you found the key to open them.

You let out all the hurt you let
out all the pain, but then somehow
it all got locked up again.

So now I have to let it out once again
but this time let it fly free as
I let go at the age of only
Sixteen

**please comment it would mean a lot when i was writing this i was feeling
really depressed and lonely the day was just all around bad not a good day** ©