Hate

Now I know hate is
a very strong word,
One that can mean a lot,
and can cause so much.

But then again
I sometimes wonder why
I feel like I hate
my life and I need to die.

I am so sure I don't mean this,
but it is so much easier to just say you want to die and then go back to your normal life.

If you get a closer look
at what I sometimes say I hate
you will think I'm crazy and you will wonder why instead of being thankful I begin to cry.