A silent plea of love:your all i've ever wanted:.:.

I sit and cry those silent tears
knowing he will never know
i want to live life with him
but my love i don't show

i don't like commitments
it only brings you pain
but I've never liked a guy this much
where for him i cry in vein

i know that i love him
even though i wont admit
i say to myself I'm only going to get hurt
ending in regret, heartbreak; i quit.

i love him more than anything
no one really knows
I've already cried a thousand tears
as for him i have chose

i cant get him out of my mind
not a minute goes by
i sit out in the rain
wishing no one will see me cry

i wished i would have told him
the second i got the chance
but I'm afraid of rejection
knowing he will never glance

i take my shining hope
and throw it in the trash
no more crying for a guy
that will only make me crash

i know till forever
i will keep this secret in my skin
i wont admit i love him
because i know i will never win

no one know how much i love him
and i keep it safe with me
no one really sees the clue
never to see my silent plea

i cant wait much longer
even though we have awhile
this years just getting worse and worse
but i just have to toughing up and smile

to see his smiling face again
and his sense of mood
to see the way he looks at me
to even see him so rude

i don't even know
if I'll ever see him again
my lucks just getting worse and worse
to even know when

"the emptiness inside
i feel it everyday
I've never found someone like this
who forever we can play"

"i count down the day
from today till forever
i cant wait till fall
and hopefully its not never"

"i can see it in his eyes
he wants to like me too
he just doesn't know what to expect
he doesn't know if I'm true"

as i know that we will never be
i cry a little more
i want to make everyone see
that hes the one who makes me soar