Don't you wish??

Don't you wish your life was pretty
nice or fun or at least have beauty

from the first second of my painful birth
or the 14 years i've spent on this earth

i've wished and wished for God to bring
joy or happiness or at least something

don't you wish you were someone else
your best friend,cousin,just not yourself

trying so hard not to hide behind the mask
i only have one question to ask

don't you wish???