Just "Friends"

At first I didn't trust you
now I know meeting you was fate
so I'm writing you this poem
because every time I try to tell you I hesitate
when I first got to know you
I knew it was meant to be
I knew you didn't feel the same
but I still wanted you with me
we became friends
the more I got to know you
the more I found myself wishing
that you were in love with me too
I flirted, dropped my hints
but still we were just friends
I was to ask you out
afraid that our friendship would end
you were there when I had my breakup
and when I felt like I wanted to die
you just comforted me
and never asked me why
you were there then I would win
even there when I lost
I know I could always count on you
no matter what was the cost
we would got to the movies
and we were always hanging out
it killed me not to tell you
"I love you" I just wanted to shout
I would look into your eyes
and there I could stay forever
dreaming of what could be
you and me actually being together
I talked to you as much as I could
but that didn't happen very much
soon I began to miss your voice
your smile, your laugh, and even your touch
you may not like me the same way
but I'll always love you
I'm always here when you need me
no matter what it is you're going through
I leave you with this poem
telling you my love is real
even though I know you'll never be mine
because for me that's not how you feel
I know you knew I had a crush on you
But you didn't know to me you were so much more
but us being together
I guess I can never pass through that door
just understand you're my everything
and I know I should've taken the risk
but I want to be near you
even though I'd never be the one you'd miss
I gave my trust to you
and you would always be the first one
I even gave you my love
even though you gave me none
I know you'll date other people
and you'll find another girl
but I'll never move on
because you are my world
so I'll continue to be your friend
and I know that you'll never think of me that way
but I will continue to live
watching you with someone else each day
I watch your breakups
and you say no love for you will ever show
I always tell you I'll be there for you
but if only you could really know
I'm there when you succeed
and I'm there when you fall
but I'll always be there
I'll be there through it all
you say you're glad you have a friend like me
and it kills me inside
but I know how you feel about me
so my feelings I'll continue to hide
you say I'm like your sister
and I'm always someone you can turn to
even though you think of me as your sister
I'll still always love you
it hurts to know you'll never love me
it hurts even more to know I'll never have my fate
I wanted you to love me
but I guess now it's just too late
so I'll continue to cry each night
knowing that you don't love me
crying because we're friends
and that's all we'll ever be.