Rape

by IWroteYouAPoemOnMyWrist   Jun 30, 2005


A night outside with my friends
having fun hopping it wouldn't end
drinking laughing getting high
but it was 2 a.m. so all said bye

walking home i was all alone
hoping id get there fast to my own home
i saw a man and then he smiled
watching me walk for a while

all of a sudden there i here
him telling me to come near
but i just looked away
he came after me hoping id stay

he grabbed my arm i said let go
but this night no one will know
he pushed me down and unbuttoned my skirt
then slapped me it was getting worse

i tried to get away but he held me back
i heard him then start to laugh
he thought it was funny what he did
i was 11 i was just a kid

i pushed him down i almost got away
then he grabbed my foot and told me to come play
he touched me in places that ill never forget
empty now is what i get

holding me down he did what he pleased
fighting back was just one me
he hit me harder i couldn't breath
crying so hard i couldn't see

but then i hit him in the face
i ran as far from that place
but i was too weak from all the pain
i then passed out from drinking insane

he then came over i was asleep
he won i was defeated
he held me out in his way
did what he wanted, while i slept away

the next day i woke up on the ground
no one came looking i wasn't found?
i guess no one cared at all
since this day i don't stand tall

this was all my fault he had to do this
i just remember him holding me with his fist
why me why not someone else
empty with nothings how i felt

depression from then was all id hold
this one night story i never told
every time i here his name
i can still feel the aching pain

what if hes doing this to someone different
if i would tell someone could fix it
but ill be in trouble it was all my mess
a tramp that night was how i dressed

the way i looked is why he came around
my smile never now comes around
I'm scared over everything no longer am i brave
he made part of me want this blade

now you all here no my story
this man always smiles at his glory
hes happy for all that hes done
he thinks rapping girls is nothing but fun

never go out without anyone knowing
because my life now is how yours will be going
another part of me got taken away
sooner or later i can not stay.

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  • 15 years ago

    by Saving Grace

    Im sorry this happened to you, but i understand how you feel. I was 12 when it happened to me. I hope ur going okay with everything now though. Excellent write. 5/5

  • 18 years ago

    by bOlly danCer

    I love this poem even thou it reminds me of my life too but this poem touched my heart,it made me cry n made me relise that there r others out there that have been thru the same as me...........thankyou so much........i think everyone who has read this poem will look upto u n say thankyou......for getting the message across to me n tellin me wat can happin wen u go out witout anyone knowing. its a great poem n its well writin too. 5/5 take care
    nami xoxoxo

  • 18 years ago

    by Ashleigh Skye

    Omg what a HORRIBLE thing to happen to someone.. that poem brought me to tears I am so sorry about that that fu**ing bastrd did to you... don't blame yourself, just because you went for a walk doesnt mean that you deserve that, no one does. take care and I hope that you get better... your poetry is wonderful I love it full of colour, emotion and the message always shines through. take care.

    ~Hayley J~

  • 18 years ago

    by ReBecca

    I'm sorry for your pain, and for your young age to have to experience this. I have alot you can probably relate to, so if you want and have time, check some of them out.

  • 18 years ago

    by Brigdet

    I can relate..=(

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