Forgotten suicide

Lying on the bathroom floor
blood all over my wrist
one to many cuts to count
to many scars and slits

a towel over one of my arms
Ive finally made my mind
I'm just one of the 6 teens
just a forgotten suicide

cold tiles against my back
my hair covered in red
to this day I'm finally happy
finally i ended up dead

eyes wide open looking up
for once not looking down
my blood has stopped flowing
now i can't be around

all the times i faked a smile
all the times i prayed to die
finally my prey was answered
but I'm just a forgotten suicide

cold veins do not pump blood
still minds do not know
but they remember the way things were
and the way things had to go

not remembering is something i do not do
your mistakes you will regret
everytime you've hurt me
is what i Will never forget

from all the times i lost
to all the times Ive lied
from when i never ate
i got my forgotten suicide

No one will remember me
Or this ugly face
Ive finally got the one biggest wish
To leave this pain filled place

My funeral home is empty
I'm lying in this casket
People don't recognize me,
Because I always masked it

I no every time Ive frown
I no every time i would hide
it came to this lonely casket
another forgotten suicide

naked laying on the bathroom floor
this is what death feels like
no longer does the drawer open
with the hopeless knife

scissors razors blades and knives
nerve will be used again on me
cut scars slits and blood
is all your going to see

this is the day i came up dead
10:03 was the death time
my spot on earth will be replaced
no one remembers a forgotten suicide