So called Friends

by Julie   Jul 1, 2005


I thought I had great friends
I thought I could always count on them
Them always being there for me
But I guess I was wishing for too much
My so called friends were never there for me
Always saying shit behind my back
I could never trust them
If I told one of them something,
The rest of the world would know
They didn’t know how to keep their mouths shut
People started blaming me for things
For saying stuff I didn’t
My friends blamed everything on my
Everything that went wrong
It was all my fault
I could never do anything right
I didn’t wear my hair right
Wear the right clothes.
I was all wrong for them
But why did they hang out with me
Because they knew they could make my life hell
And so they did.
Everyday I would go home and cry
They told me I didn’t deserve friends.
I didn’t deserve to be happy.
Well I wasn’t happy at all
I was sad and upset all the time
I wanted out
I didn’t want to be there friends anymore
But I was scared
Scared that they would tell everyone not to be my friend
I didn’t know what to do
I was stuck
I couldn’t talk to anyone
There was no one to talk to
I didn’t want to live anymore
Everything I did, was wrong, or no good
I always asked myself, why me?
What did I do to deserve this treatment?

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  • 18 years ago

    by Julez

    Know exactly wht u mean!

  • 18 years ago

    by Torn

    Aw huni i know how you feel and it bloody sucks i agree.
    just stick by those who are there for you and who you really care for, because you shouldn't waste your time on people who are htis mean. You're probably really vulnerable because you're nice..that's how it was for me...
    take care x x x

  • 18 years ago

    by cooldude900

    hugs julie, freinds arent those who dont take your freinship seriously ya know a true friend who sticks up to you no matter what hard or difficult situation you would be facing
    is a tru friend but ya know i never did found anyone like that until now cause one or the others now a days just think about themselves or just are selfish
    being just kind or helpful or sweet doesnt really help cause others when they see oneself as kind sweet and with a sensitive heart would always try to hurt those but for now julie baby ya know iam your freind now and always raaawwwr raaawwr
    james dragon does the hula dance

  • 18 years ago

    by Julie

    This poem is not the best, but oh well...

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