As I sit here and yell at you,
I want you to know I cried myself to sleep last night.
I thought about you,
And all you have done for me,
And how I took it for granted.
I thought about how I could fix it,
And then I tried to put myself in your shoes,
I realised it can’t be fixed.
I Screwed it over.
I said so many things.
They were so mean,
But I had to say them.
They were all true you know,
But I can’t continue to hurt you like this.
That’s why I started the fight.
I didn’t know what else to do.
So I hurt you even more.
And I’m so sorry,
But I can’t keep going like this,
It can’t be fixed,
Can’t be saved,
We can’t start again,
Not this way.
