Today i died loving you,
But happy that you found her heart.
Today i died sorry i hurt him,
But wanting him to understand what he heard was false.
Today i died and left them behind,
Loving those 2 girls more than anything in the world.
Today i died feeling guilty that i haven’t always been truthful,
But hoping they will all forgive me one day.
Today i died because i’m selfish,
But needing you to understand why.
Today i died broken hearted and ashamed,
Because i never spoke up.
Today i died in regret,
That maybe you didn’t know how i felt.
Today i died with you on my mind,
Only, there are so many of you.
Today i died understanding,
That life wasn’t meant for me.
Today i died missing my childhood,
Where scraped knees really did heal quicker then broken hearts.
Today i died under the impression that i had to be someone else to impress you,
Because i never knew what it was about me you liked.
Today i died because now is my time,
And i know i will see you again soon.
Today i died and you no longer have to worry
If in fact you ever had.
