Dear Heart

I know it is really long but please please read i think its pretty good

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Dear Heart
I met a boy the other day
oh and let me tell u
he took my breath away

he was nice to me
he has a sweet voice
let me tell u
he is the perfect choice

i sat in the sand
tears streaming down my cheeks
took his hand wiped them away
i was in the worse mood i had been in in weeks

he took my hand in his
told be everything would be fine
that the boy that was making me cry
didn't deserve to be mine

oh do u understand
how this is making me feel
i am wondering
can this be real

but to continue my story
he gave me hug held me close
oh the feeling i got
i love the most

so u see my heart
i was deep in love
all day he was what u
would find me thinking of

so that day we became "us"
i thought that we would last forever
i thought he and i
would always be together

we had a great time
u were the last thing on my mind
and the first thing when i woke
i knew u i could never leave behind

but as the weeks past
my feelings got more strong
then i woke up one morning
to see u were gone

i wasn't sure what to think
so i called u
and asked what was going on
what we were going through

u said that there was something
that u just had to say
i was scared but
"i love u" u said that day

u said that u had
loved me since that first day
and that with me
u wanted to forever stay

i told u i love u too
that i feel the same
and then i said
at first i thought this was a game

but now i see
i found out
what u my love
are all about

so as the months came
we continued on
and my feelings only got
more and more strong

we had been in love
since out freshman year
and we knew as seniors
it would end in tears

as our senior year
came to an end
i knew that u and i
might never see each other again

but we spent our last summer
always together
oh how i wanted
that one summer to last forever

then on the last day
we would be together
we went for a drive
i wanted it to end never

we rode fast
down the street in Ur car
we drove so
very far

then u stopped
on the tracks before a train
and said "without u
my life will never be the same

u are my life
my reason to live is u
u were always there
no matter what i went through"

we watched the train
as it went by
we started to drive again
and u let out a sigh

i simply asked u
what is wrong
and u said
my love this is wrong

we are being
torn apart
without u
i have no heart

and i just remember
i started to cry
and said my love
without i think i will die

so then we decided
to do our selves in
we took the knives
and cut out our skin

wrote a note
covered in blood
it said "we will be together"
we were drowning in our flood

so then someone found us
and then i wake in the hospital bed
and i ask about u
they said i am sorry he is dead

i said to the doctor
i cant live without him
oh please give me a drug
to do me in

the doctor wouldn't
so here i am writing this
and him i will
forever miss

this life is to hard
to hard to bare
he got to leave
this isn't fair

but i am writing this
only to say
that i will not live
to see another day

i cant be without him
so i will take the rope
and hang there
until i choke

but i want everyone to see this
so at least i died for a reason
and i couldn't hold on
because next was our season

winter was when we planned
we planned to marry
and then through life
each other we would carry

so i leave u with this
this is good bye u see
love always
~*~ me~*~

wow when i started this i didn't plan on it being so long but please note me i know it isn't very good and no it isn't true but um please note me and tell me how to make it better it would mean a lot to me