Broken Goodbye

This poem is so sad, but beautiful. Just from reading the comments so many people like you and your writing. trust me I wish that i could write as good as you. If you want you can email me at kaleedan@hotmail.com

I did that one day...I'm amazed I'm still alive from it...

but it was that day that my mom threw everything in the fire, threw your picture, threw my poems, and old letters that I'd written to you but never sent in the fire and I felt like an empty shell. All i could do was cry for days and think about you. I don't know how it happened, but everything reminded me of you and it hurt so bad...and I guess i did it to myself, but I nearly ODd on pills...I had been saving them forever. Call me crazy, but you were my world back then and I really was willing to die for you.

And you have to trust me on this, it was the most hopeless, helpless time in my life. And I'll never forget as I laid in my bed that night, feeling my heartbeat slowing, every muscle in my body just relaxed and memories of conversations between us both and that picture burning in my head, it brought tears to my eyes until my entire pillow was soaked. I feel asleep with you as the last thought on my mind and I had rather hoped i would die from it.

But from all of that, I guess I'm really better off still alive. I'm glad I have the chance to see that things have actually gotten better and that I have actually built more reliable dependencies. Not to mention, now I have a higher tolerance to those pills. It would take an impossible amount of those easy access pills to kill me. Which should ease the mind a bit.

...Just thought you should know. This poem just put me right back to that night, where i was lying in bed and everything felt broken and irrepairable. But look at things now--slowly healing, right? Please..don't ever give up because things will always get better.

Beautiful and touching poem!
Very strong and nice choice of words.
Great !
You're a fantastic writer.
Hope you'll hang on !

xxx

This is a really really good piece. :) i know i dont even know u but dont do anything stupid cuz look at all the ppl that love u. Email me anytime u want. This poem was sooooooooo beautiful but i hope things get betta for u.
luv jess xoxoxo

oh my god, I love your writing, whoever it is that you love is so lucky
and I can't believe that on your comment on shellys poem you said you don't like your writing, well I love it!
anyways......!
definite 5/5 for this beautiful sad poem
keep it up
xx