Tell Me No

I tell people to get out my
Face
I hate the human
Race

I think everybody who ever lived Should die
In my head i think about
Why

I think about death and
Pain
I wonder about all the people
Slain

My friends enjoy giving
Hugs
I enjoy being on
Drugs

I like to watch blood mix with my Tears
I do troubling things to get rid of My fears

People say i am spyco some say I'm dumb
I cut off their fingers and they Became numb

I hate life and everything
In it
I don't care how much i
get hit

I don't care what people think
Or say
I don't see what it helps
Anyway

People say I'm messed up in the
Head
They wonder why I'm not
Dead

I often wonder that as
Well
I just want to go to
Hell

I would be at peace if i hung Myself right now
I want to stop destroying myself But i don't know how

I'm not going to meet god i wasted My life away
You've been an abomination is What he'd say

I don't care about how
I go
I just what someone to
Tell me no

* dedicated to all those lost soul who take their life because of guilt and stress

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