Threads of hope

Close by my side with nothing to hide
if i said i wasn't in love, i would have lied
were swallowed in time cuz of Ur empty pride
a black hole drawing directly from my soul
sweet eyes always seeming to make it flow
theres only one i need to feel whole
n its easy to c who holds that role,..
take a guess,.. its you, Ashlea Nicole
yet all the same .. were incomplete..
when we first started.. it was all so sweet
living in a candy store.. u were my favorite treat
but then something changed, we grew so jaded
from then on, our relationship steadily degraded
only now those harsh feelings are fully faded
we can only understand what we r shown
and we can simply trust that we've grown
i don't want it to change, baby, i want u as my own
so, i don't know what lies ahead
i only know whats happened, and whats been said
and I'm stuck grasping that lonely thread
the thread of hope, but our rope is splitting
through all this time i don't know how far were getting
but I'm glad it happened,.. and that, I'm admitting
it seems me n u r just constantly depleting
stuck on a never ending groove,.. doomed to repeating
speak unspoken words of what were both needing...
i only know how i feel,.. and that its completely real
so if we both try to make it work,..
that would be my absolute ideal