My End

As September passes by
I lose another friend
Now its so clear to me
I can see my end

Danielle and Vanessa
The two closest friends I had
Killed themselves and left me
Now I'm hurting twice as bad

Danny died a year ago
And Vanessa died today
Both chose to slit their wrists
I know I'll leave the same way

I have nothing else to live for
There's no way you'll keep me here
You don't understand my pain
Or how I'm sick of shedding these tears

Every night I cut my arms
Every night my blood just pours
Now I've made my final decision
And its my choice, not yours

I've decided I'll leave in September
My final decision is set
Stop trying to keep me here
What part of that don't you get?

I'm in constant pain and struggle
And the knife is always by my side
Now that my two best friends are gone
Why not commit suicide?

Best friends belong together
That's what I've always been told
I need best friends to talk to
To release all the pain that I hold

As soon as the 23rd comes around
My knife will be awaiting my blood
As soon as I push the knife down
I'll be surrounded by my own flood

As soon as I am dead
I will be reunited with my best friends
I'll lay dying with a smile on my face
And that's how my life's story ends

*I'm finally leaving September 23rd... I love you all. I won't forget anyone. R.I.P. Danielle and Vanessa... I'm finally joining you two. Best Friends Forever*

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