Bitter sweet love

Its hard when you know me so well.
Its difficult when every song plays the story of us.
But its worse that you still love me,
And that I dont have the strength to try again.

It was bad when we were together,
But its so much worse now were apart.

Its better that I loved and lost,
But terrible that I cant again.

And its heart breaking when you look at me like that.
When you know how I feel,
And play with this knowledge,
Reminding me of how much I love you,
And how much better it is now were apart.