Too many

Too many tears have fallen,
Too many opportunities have passed by,
Too many lies have been spoken,
Too many times I've been dying inside.

Too many people care for me,
To throw it all away.
Too many nights were sleepless,
Too many wasted days.

Too many thoughts have been wasted,
On what might have been.
Too many times I was stupid,
Thinking you cared for me.

Too many times I've given in,
Let you have the upper hand.
Too many times I've been fearful,
Just because you raised your hand.

Too many times I let you do this,
Too many wasted months,
Too many times I let your kiss,
Wash away that last punch.