Blinded By This.

When I said I hate you,
Did it make you smile,
Did you think I didn't mean it,
Did you think it was a lie?

Well, when I said I loved you,
What did you think then?
Is it really all that different?
The strongest feelings that we send.

They both push me too far,
Places I don't want to be,
The darkest corners of my soul,
Where even I can't see.
(Where even you can't reach me.)