Last Love Poem I Write For You

This lies the last poem for you
From the pain I have inside
This is the last time I write for you
My broken heart poem is for you

Six months my heart rose
Floating in ecstasy in Heaven
Sacrificing my heart to know
To know that you love me

We had our falls but at the end
We always held each other in our arms
Cradling ourselves in our love
Now to think I never knew the arms holding me

In my dreams I breathed knowing you were there
And to dream of you without you here
Is like a stampede pounding on my heart
Daggers ripping it apart

Then the lies came storming
Engulfing me in the rain
Overwhelmed of the flood of it
Everything I dreamed -never there-

And now I cry in the rain
You on your knees asking
For me to sacrifice my heart again
'I would die to know you loved me.'

There is too much missing
I still love you with ever inch of me
But this can not last anymore
And I will rip my own heart out -to stop loving you-

I will die knowing that you do love me
But now I am more alone knowing
Because the lies are engulfing me
My mind is losing me

Scroll down the pages
The love poems I wrote
Of our 'eternal love'
To know it was never there

'Tormented' you said to me
Lying to me for so long
Telling me on your knee
'I love you so much'

To forgive you now
I would be losing so much of me
These tears that fall now
Are stained on my face

I will live knowing someone is missing me
Live knowing you still want me
But I can not live inside you anymore
I have spent all this time waiting

There was always some reason
We always fought -seeped through our veins-
I always begged for you to forgive me
Now look who is on their knees

Do not cry for my absence
All the times I should of left
I gave you another chance
Now the lie was just too great

This is my last love poem to you
When the love finally ended
Where my heart finally shattered
This broken heart poem

Is for you!