Jake i don't know if you will ever read this cause you don't get on this site very often. But that poem made me rilly sad. Were you high when you wrote that? I can't rilly find the message in the poem but i have a feeling it's something sad or maybe i am over exagerating. What makes you sad besides me and you? or is it just this relationship? cause if that is the case and i'm not making anything better than maybe we should stop dating and date other people to be sure of how we rilly feel. because after reading that poem and taking it in the way i did. i'm not sure about anything anymore.

"and i don't want you here tonight
trying to make everything all right"

"and who could have seen
the reason to be
together anyway"

i hope those lines aren't suppose to be about me. cause i love you jacob.