You will Forget

I am pretty sure the day will soon come
When you and I will be done
And I honestly don't know what to say
Just that I am dreading that day

You will probably never read these lines
But I have to let them out of my mind
Honestly I don't know what to do
Because of course I fell in love with you

And even though your heart belongs to another
I wish that I was more than just the other
Everyday you talk about her and you
And I listen to all the things you do

I cant help that I get jealous now
But I need to quit that somehow
I am sorry baby please understand
That even though I know your her man

I want to be able to hold you close
I just cant help that it was you my heart chose
But whatever I know you don't love me
We just have a sex thing

When you leave I will be so sad
And I am going to miss you so damn bad
But I know this already
So I am starting to get ready

I am trying to look somewhere else
Maybe learn a few things about myself
I love you and I know you know
No matter how I try to hide it I know it shows

And if you didn't notice me loving you
And how bad I wanted to please you
Then I'll thank God that you don't
So that I could act like I really wont

Give a damn if you was here or there
So that I could hide that I really do care
How will this come to happen
Who knows when it will end

But when it does I will surely cry
When I know for sure that its goodbye
Maybe you wont notice behind my smile
But I will be crying inside for a while

But all this you cannot know
So I keep quiet and I don't show
How jealous I can really get
And how it hurts that you'll forget

All about when you kissed me
And how you and I used to be
Thats what really hurts the most
That I will be nothing but a memory, a ghost

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