Make a deal

It has been so long
Since I cried over you
You cant even imagine
The shit you put me through

Still I'm looking for the answer
But there is nothing to find
Why cant I, why
Get you out of my mind?

Was I the reason
For your leaving
Now I'm going through a phase
They call it...healing...

If I shall go through this
With all the pain and your name
I rather be dead
Than playing this stupid game

If this phase shall help me
I dont understand
Why am I alone
And nobody s reaching me a hand?

I think that it is now a fact
That I cannot be healed
I'm coming over tomorrow
And perhaps we could make a deal?