You've admitted it

by cheen   Nov 14, 2005


Why did you tell me you like me?
Now that I thought everything's okay
That you've forgotten all your feelings for me
Now that I've treated you like a friend-again!

It's just so hard to gulp this down
Swallow everything that you said
It's just not easy thinking it would be
You and I friends before but now a pair?

When will you know what I'm really feeling?
When will you stop and try to comprehend things
I've given you all the hints that we are just friends
But you're squeezing yourself in this heart so full of doubts

I just couldn't imagine how my life would be
If I've given you the chance to make me fall for you
Right now I'm so confused and mystified
How could you spill it out at this time?

You really have told me at the wrong moment
The time when I know you're my friend
I don't have that love you could give me
I can't return it all so that's just not fair

I'm losing my mind right now
Coz I've made you feel like a fool
But what can I do if it's your fault
Though I sound so very cruel

Maybe just give me time to think about it
What I'm really feeling for you
A little more time is all I need
To realize if what I'm feeling is true

Love is a decision you have to make
So I still need to think before I can give
The answer for that question
But I'll think it over and over as long as I live

If I say "yes" to you today
That maybe coz I like you right now
But that doesn't mean it wouldn't change
Coz this isn't love so I just don't know how

I'm sorry if you feel embarrassed coz of what I said
I am too coz I made my friend cry
I've made you feel dumped and rejected
But wait it's not over, it's not goodbye

Don't worry though I feel this anger
You are still my friend
You'll see the next day when we meet again
We'll smile at each other coz the pain will soon mend

We might be quite and not talk at all
Maybe coz there's still that shame
But please don't let go coz I will not
I'll still treat you like before though I feel really lame

Smile my friend coz we'll get through this
Confusion and depression all these are just lies
Problems may come and go but remember one thing
Just hold on tight, there will never be goodbyes

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