I had this dream the other
night that i seen my
biological father again.
He was walking threw the woods
and i chased him down screamin
ken wait for me.
WHen i seen him
he grabbed my arm
and put the needle deep in
my skin.
My body felt numb
my mind swirled
like being drunk a
million times over
he looked at me and
laughed said babygirl
i tried to kill you once
don't you get it
get me out of your mind.
I said to him what did
you give me.
He replied
Herion, and i'll pump
you full hate and mysery
if you try to talk to me again.
So i woke up from my dream
and thought that its not
worth trying to talk
to him, to forgive him
because he'll never change.
He'll never be my dad,
He'll never care like
a parent.
Life would just repeat
itsself.
So its time for me to move
on.
Let the past go,
and hope for a brighter
tomorrow.
