So hurt...

Every night I fall
asleep, thinking of
you till, you appear
in my dreams and we're
together again.

Until I wake
up saying your name
and though
I wish I could have you,
and that you Loved me like
I love you,

Yet I fight these feelings
I fight the pain...
To still be with you just
to even be friends...

Its not easy
talking to the one you love
and tell him, "I only love you
as a friend" when you really
love him more than anything
in this world and your dying
to be his girl.

Though days be passing
by and every night you shed your
tears because you can't
help it not longer, and your
no more stronger than you
used to be.

He becomes your
weakness and at times you just
want to scream out loud saying
what you feel for him.

This is the most strongest
feeling a girl or anyone
could have inside, this
is the way I felt for you, and I'll
remain the way I am, just a friend
even though I'm so hurt inside...