Even if you were joking

I’m so very picky when it comes to choosing my men
To have in a partner the special quality of a friend
It seems that no one has a male or even an ear to lend
I wonder if I’ll get so desperate and tired of searching that I’ll have to pretend

Sometimes I think I’m in fear of falling in love
I want my man to be approved and loved by the Lord above
It’s so hard not to have someone special in my mind to think of
The only thing I’ve got was a humourous but meaningless hug

I shouldn’t have to say sorry for not having a man by my side
It’s not as if I’m trying or intentionally have something to hide
One day I know I’ll be a beautiful bride
Still, these cold and somewhat lonely nights I seem to be left alone to cry

Guys in my area are far from being my type
Gutter trash and foul mouthed, sipping beers while blazing pipes
No way my passion could grow and develop into ripe
If I want a plain guy, All the ones I know are made of stripes

Not one of them tries to grow up or be mature
They think sex is the only way to get some and please her
No respect these days for the answer “no” or “I’m not sure”
No one at my age seems to be self respecting or pure

But all of a sudden, the dark clouds are gone
The angels come singing with “Hallelujah” in their song
Just for once maybe this time its me who is wrong
I met someone who doesn’t care the color of my thong

A man of God, even more appealing to the eye
One outgoing person, so far from shy
Not a quitter, always willing to give more to try
I feel and think that just maybe... I have a crush on this guy

A couple years older, not a problem for me
For a crush is a crush and knows not what age will be
Im elated like a butterfly, so happy and free
Oh wow, lucky me... how wonderful is he?

Cute and nerdy in his unique own way
Just like me he is different... which is quite ok
He has respect for my beliefs and what I have to say
Someone I’d like to be with each and every day

He’d defiantly be someone I could learn trust
I think my family would even approve of us
Yes aside from our faith there’s still evident lust
Oh my goodness, yes, indeed... I do have a crush

Oh I like you, yes its true
I turn to paper because I don’t know what to do
I never had a man, I think I’m due
Even if you were joking, I love when you said “I love you”

Thanks to my big sis Eirisa..she helped me edit this and make it much much better....thank you much sis I love when you help me out!