My supersweet Suicide

by Natasha   Dec 3, 2005


My family, the guy and my supposed to be friend...
It is time you knew, why my life had to end.

I don't mean to hurt you, but after all you hurt me to.
You never knew what happened, you didn't have a clue.

I was raped by a guy that you all know.
You thought that I was lying, it had to be a show.
Now it's time you realize, it wasn't a random lie.
It did happen, you just never saw me cry.

Remember daddy, you said you didn't trust him, you told me with a grin.
And now you see the word b**** engraved into my skin.

My best friend committed suicide, you thought I would survive.
And in order to please you all, my emotions I was to hide.

When I went through chemo, where the hell were you?
I was lost, afraid and alone... what was I to do?

Remember, every single one of you, told me I was weak.
You never thought I was strong enough, just your random freak.

But I would just like to say, that I survived it all.
You all thought I'd never make it, that I was going to fall.

Well yeah, I did, after proving you all wrong.
I survived before though, I told you I was strong!

Now I am broken, I know this is the end.
Broken in a million pieces, like glass I do not mend.

I would like to tell you, that I forgive you all.
'Cause I know that, one day, your turn will come to fall.

Now before I go, there is one last thing I would like to say.
I'd like to give my final words, and send you on your way.

My funeral gone, it was so black, I've fallen now, I won't come back.
I'll keep your secrets, I will not tell.
Just know it aint over, I'll see you in hell!

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  • 16 years ago

    by Solus

    Anger and despair......I find that life is full of these as is your poem. Who can say what someone should do when faced with such sadness......

  • 18 years ago

    by Paula

    Wow. so powerful and just wow.

  • 18 years ago

    by Ariana

    This is strange as it talks about suicide in an almost positive way - but I liked your different take on it. I didn't really like the last line though, I thought it was too harsh to end the poem on. But apart from that, nice job.

  • 18 years ago

    by End Of Eternity

    My funeral gone, it was so black, I've fallen now, I won't come back.
    I'll keep your secrets, I will not tell.
    Just know it aint over, I'll see you in hell!

    this is from me and natasha to all the guys reading!! .. lol!!

    Hey, honestly...that was a great stanza...and i really loved ur poem. The whole message is amazing and the way it has been xpressed.

    Just wondering...if this poem had some imaginations also rather than all being true.

    Well, if u ever need in ur life feel like...
    ................................................
    lending money...let it be me!!

    cheer up dear...life is meant to be rude & to survive..we must fight back.

    5/5...fantastic work...once again

  • 18 years ago

    by Samantha

    Loved the ending... it was an extremly good write... i cant see that you are very talented.. keep it up...

    sammie