I finally found him.

Scared and afraid
I seem to back away
I back away from men
I dont want it to happen again

He took my freedom
To be the true me around guys
now I have a second thought
\"What are they going to do to me\"

I held it in for 7 years
I was on my breaking point
of fear and drowning in my tears

I had to tell someone
I didnt know who that
someone could be

I couldnt tell my family
they might not believe
they might not say what
I want to hear
It might give me more tears

For 7 years
I have been wanting to tell someone, I finally found the guy
The one I can tell whats wrong
and what is truly hurting inside

The 7 years I have been living..
living with this over my head
and I finally reached my breaking point and told this guy what happened to me.

I know what happened will never change
I just wanted to tell a soul
and try to make him understand
the true story about me

*I hope you like it, it may not make complete sense to some of you but than again I write for myself. Please comment. Thanks for reading this.

And you know who you are...Im referring to the \"guy\" in the 6th stanza.