You lie to yourself (lyrics)

Was reality so hard to bare
that you throw away your life without a care?
you made up lies to live in a dream
where nothing was as it seemed
now you're spinning out of control
soon you'll be left without a soul
fiction is all you have become

and i can't see
how you could ever love me
when you can't even love yourself
how would i know
if what you say is so
how can i trust you
when you lie to yourself?

every-time i look you in the eye
i see the tears you could never cry
when nothingness is all you are
and your mind seems so distantly far
I'll stay with you praying with all my heart
that your breathing will once again start
I'll hold you in my arms again
though this cycle of depression will never end
soon you'll start drifting way

and i can't see
how you could ever love me
when you can't even love yourself
how would i know
if what you say is so
how can i trust you
when you lie to yourself

i will always love you
no matter what you do
till death do us part
with you forever in my heart
let's live for eternity
in perfect harmony
(HAhaha...**insane laugh)i just can't take it anymore
seeing you passed out on the bathroom floor

now i can see
that you'll never love me
cause you will never love yourself
now i know
what you say is never so
and i can never trust the lies you tell