Even If I Was

by Ladida   Dec 19, 2005


"How are you?" you ask like you give a damn
You're messing with my ex, you don't care how I am!
You're my friend, or atleast that's what you're supposed to be
Can't you see that what you're doing is killing me?

"Are you still hurt?" you can't even look me in the eye
I stare down at the floor and "no" is what I reply

You ask me if I'm sad and if I'm thinking of him still
You try to be sympathetic and pretend you care how I feel
You ask me if I've been crying and if I'm mad at you too
I just fake a smile because even if I was, I wouldn't tell you

I wouldn't tell you that I can't sleep at night
I wouldn't tell you that I've lost my appetite
I wouldn't say a word to you about being sad
I wouldn't reminisce with you about what him and I had
I wouldn't tell you that I think of him all the time
And I would never tell you I wish he was still mine
I wouldn't tell you that I wonder how he feels holding you
I wouldn't let you know that sometimes I don't know what to do
I wouldn't tell you how mad I am inside
I wouldn't tell you about the tears I hide

I wouldn't tell you that I'm hurt, or crying, or that I'm jealous too
I mean, I'm not, but even if I was, I wouldn't tell you!

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  • 5 years ago

    by acquisto alicia

    I stole my bestfriend's boyfriend away from here too but i didnt do anything with him. so take it from experience it's the wrong thing to do even if you are jealous or you like him. it's not worth it.

  • 11 years ago

    by SEXY

    THAT WAS GOOD I KNOW YOU HATE ME BUT I;M SORRY GIRL.I REGRT THAT DAY SO MUCH I LOST MY BEST FRIEND FOR NOTHING.THIS MIGHT NOT MEAN A THING BUT I GOT A POEM FOR YOU ITS CALLED LAURA IF YOU WANT TO READ IT.

  • 11 years ago

    by Rican Chemistry

    Oh My God girl this is so good!!! This is awesome, I know exactly how you feel. Believe me I know. And you are so good at this. Why do you even talk to her still, just tell her to f u k off. But its good anyways. 5/5 for sure!!!!

    ::MELI::