Unforgettable Sunshine

*Not much rhyme...but i took a different approach this time*

Another gave her my address, to boast, about me.
I signed in, just like the times before just to see her name, requesting accepted. We talked; she made me laugh. She'd shield her smile as a way to trap the excitement in, so innocent, so young. We'd talk until late, so late but I didn't care, then I'd shut it all down and continue through text, her words, addicting.
I couldn't sleep until she said goodnight, talk tomorrow, sweet dreams' and still I'd be grinning from ear to ear, lay my head on the pillow, so eager to wake up and begin all again.
Load up the pages, an email I see. Confessions from hers truly, just what I wanted to hear sent straight to me, 'Kirsty my dear there's something I want to say,' my heart starts beating faster and faster, I never felt this way before, I felt like a kid excited at Christmas. 'I really fancy you!' I exploded out of my seat; my smile to big to control infected my face; my hearts doing somersaults; my feelings were so strong, completion, this place.
The feeling I got when she first held me in your arms, unforgettable.
The feeling I got when she first kissed me, unforgettable.
The feeling I got when she first laid me to bed, unforgettable.
It wasn't long before the sun first arose and let its rays bleed upon the mere flower. She was mine, I was so happy I enjoyed being me, thankful, to her. Soon the time came for me to first meet the girl that had made me content, who gave me a reason for everything, that overrode my thoughts. Time ticked by so slow, a message sent to me 'see you soon I can't wait, only 2 more hours to go'. I was nervous I felt knots in my stomach, I felt sick from anxiety; as I was driving down to meet her. After some confusion there she was, just standing there, for a moment I couldn't breathe, the first time I hugged her, both uncertain whether a kiss was appropriate, memory, treasured.
The first night we spent together, my first, satisfied. Just lying next to her hearing her breathe, watching her eyes flicker as she dreamt.
Did you dream about me baby?
I knew then that she was the one; I knew then, as our bodies lay entwined within one another, this was it. There would be ups and downs of course, but these feelings where to powerful to forget. We lay there in the dark hand in hand, I felt the passion of her stare and she felt mine,
'I love you' she whispered, my heart fluttered, no words can describe,
'I love you more' I replied.
Each night even now those words echo in my head, knowing I will never hear them again.
I felt safe, I always felt safe with her, and I felt invincible as if I could do anything.
The feeling I got the last time she held me in her arms, unforgettable.
The feeling I got the last time she kissed me, unforgettable.
The feeling I got the last time she laid me to bed, unforgettable.
I'll cry but still smile while listening to our song, for thoughts of all those good times we once had.
But I'm thankful to her, she taught me what it was to love, unconditionally.
She showed me true happiness, I don't care if I'm never happy again, as I know I've had it once.
Now it's just a memory, one to put in our box. Lock it away from others eyes, just for us to forever hold something that's ours.
She was my first, she is my last, and in hearts my only.
I love you always.

*Don't do something you'll live to regret....or Don't not do something you'll live to regret not doing*