You

You always make me worry,
you always make me grin.
You have a major tendency to always want to win.

You are living in a shadow,
you aren't your separate self.
You're always talking about the legacy of somebody else.

But you can be my equal,
you can be my cure,
every time I think about walking out this door.

You're the thing that makes me stay,
to live without you I would die,
So remember to never leave me, but instead stay and try.

Try to find me after death,
for you are my life,
and try to forgive me for dying because of this knife.

*In Dedication to my little sister Diana*